Rogan’s English Blog

      Whenever I start to make music I always think of how I've felt as of late. If I've been in a good mood I will create something fun or upbeat/fast paced. But if I've been sad I will create something slow and drowsy. And when I'm angry I'll create something aggressive. I've been writing just quick little riffs for a few months now, and now I'm ready to actually created and album/EP out of them. I've tried to create things in the past, but now I have ideas for songs that I actually thing sounds good.

    Recently I had a tonsillectomy and I could not work for around 2 or 3 weeks. I hated it, I had nothing to do and I was just bored all the time. I also was going broke so I desperately wanted to work but felt awful so I couldn't. My job is very important to me because it is a family owned business and whenever I work it makes me feel like I'm part of something bigger than just me, and also I like the money.   

 I wish I could unhear that Santa is not real. I was heartbroken as a young child when I was told Santa wasn't real. I kept thinking "why, why would they lie to me" and it ruined the joy and magic of Christmas. I just wish I could forget this because Christmas feels so much different now from when I was a kid and I miss that feeling. 

 I was Talking to an old friend of my dads and he was drunk. And he just kept talking to me and repeating the phrase "you got it made man". I kept saying I understood what he meant, but he kept saying it. It made me think a lot higher of myself and what I could do in this world 

One year for my birthday me and my family went to Aruba. I had a great time but on the last day we had something big planned. Parasailing. Which is pretty much when you strap a parachute to your self and use the speed of the boat to lift you up. I did NOT want to do this, but the only reason I did because my dad said he’d do it with me and our guide told me I could look at all kind of sharks and turtles.

     My holiday break was alright. I had a tonsillectomy right before so that kind of messed most of it up. Though I did go to Alabama and that was pretty fun. I want to try to go to the gym more often than I have been. I also want to work more. I also want to pay more attention to school. I also want to TRY to figure out what I want to do with my life. Eating more is also a big goal. I generally just want to be happier and find some kind of direction in life.