Rogan’s English Blog

      Whenever I start to make music I always think of how I've felt as of late. If I've been in a good mood I will create something fun or upbeat/fast paced. But if I've been sad I will create something slow and drowsy. And when I'm angry I'll create something aggressive. I've been writing just quick little riffs for a few months now, and now I'm ready to actually created and album/EP out of them. I've tried to create things in the past, but now I have ideas for songs that I actually thing sounds good.

    Recently I had a tonsillectomy and I could not work for around 2 or 3 weeks. I hated it, I had nothing to do and I was just bored all the time. I also was going broke so I desperately wanted to work but felt awful so I couldn't. My job is very important to me because it is a family owned business and whenever I work it makes me feel like I'm part of something bigger than just me, and also I like the money.   

 I wish I could unhear that Santa is not real. I was heartbroken as a young child when I was told Santa wasn't real. I kept thinking "why, why would they lie to me" and it ruined the joy and magic of Christmas. I just wish I could forget this because Christmas feels so much different now from when I was a kid and I miss that feeling. 

 I was Talking to an old friend of my dads and he was drunk. And he just kept talking to me and repeating the phrase "you got it made man". I kept saying I understood what he meant, but he kept saying it. It made me think a lot higher of myself and what I could do in this world 

One year for my birthday me and my family went to Aruba. I had a great time but on the last day we had something big planned. Parasailing. Which is pretty much when you strap a parachute to your self and use the speed of the boat to lift you up. I did NOT want to do this, but the only reason I did because my dad said he’d do it with me and our guide told me I could look at all kind of sharks and turtles.

     My holiday break was alright. I had a tonsillectomy right before so that kind of messed most of it up. Though I did go to Alabama and that was pretty fun. I want to try to go to the gym more often than I have been. I also want to work more. I also want to pay more attention to school. I also want to TRY to figure out what I want to do with my life. Eating more is also a big goal. I generally just want to be happier and find some kind of direction in life.

  One thing that doesn’t get better is time once it’s lost. Unlike wounds that heal or mistakes that can be corrected, time is irreversible. Every second that passes is gone forever, and no amount of effort can bring it back. This is why it’s so important to use time wisely, valuing moments with loved ones, pursuing meaningful goals, and appreciating life’s fleeting beauty. Once squandered, time becomes a permanent reminder of what could have been, serving as both a lesson and a motivation to make the most of what remains.